Too Small

I had an appointment at my chiropractor last night. I've been going to him for almost a year and a half. So he introduces me to the new chiropractor that he's just hired. I'm curious cause he's cute but looks familiar in a really odd way to me. I don't think too much of this and begin to ask the general where are you from, Charlotte. Where did you go to School? Providence. Where did you go to college, I graduated from Chapel Hill. He asked me about App and said his brother went there. So then I asked about if he just had the one brother or more siblings and he said he has 2 older brothers and 2 nephews. I don't know why but suddenly I had this odd feeling and I asked what his last name was and he told me, I thought I was going to throw up. I'm sure my chiropractor wondered what was wrong with me b/c I know my skin flushed. This guy is the little brother of a guy who I met via match who was awful!! It would take a really long post to explain the nightmare that I went thru while involved with the horrible jerk. It took me longer than it should have to finally break free from him.

SO my chiropractor asks if I'll be the guinea pig like I always am and I said if you trust him I trust him and we go to the other treatment room and the new chiropractor is talking to me further and trying to distance himself as far as he can from his brothers traits. He apparently is familiar with some of this guys ways. I just told him that his brother has a way of getting underneath your skin. I didn't tell any stories or details and just talked to him about other stuff. Then right before I left I requested that he not bring up my name AT ALL. He said "I don't know what you're talking about, please don't tell my new boss about my brother." So I left and I was shaking, it freaked me out so bad. I mean it's been a long long time but the guy was really bad news (he's the reason I changed my phone number) and I have not had any encounters with him in almost 3 years. It was quite the interesting night.

In other news the guy I've been seeing and I broke up on Sunday. He feels that he's supposed to be single right now so he can focus on where God is leading. It was the easiest break up that I've been thru pretty much ever. My friend who has been staying with me for the past few days while she was visiting different friends in town, asked me what is the longest I've been single since college. The reality is I haven't been. I've always had some guy around. It's going to be interesting these next few weeks as I start off 2009 with no prospects and I turn 30 and I kind of feel like it's God's joke on me. I know it's not the case but I remember vividly the conversation I had right before I turned 28 where I was telling my boyfriend at the time that I really wanted to be married and at least pregnant by the time I was 30. I had it all worked out in my head but obviously God has something different in mind for me.