I got an email yesterday from Linked In (social networking site) that RS was trying to request me as a friend. I clicked the I do not know this person option. Really I don't. I've been thinking about him the past couple of days actually. It hurts what happened and it hits me at odd moments that I'm still hurt by the whole situation.
Then there is the guy who has been around since the end of February. We went out a few times and then I started dating the guy from high school. Then after the guy from high school he and I hung out. Then I started dating RS. Then after that ended he and I hung out. But he's only interested in 1 thing and I've come to realize this. Few weeks back he asked me a question and it just showed me how little he knows me. Today I got another question, this one about if I had a picture of his neices on my wall. I love children but I have never met his nieces and that would be weird and creepy to have a picture like that on my wall. The picture he saw is actually of my girls Mia and Sarah. I told him that the picture is of my girls. Then I expressed that he must have a very poor opinion of me to think something like that. His response was LOL nothing like that but it was just another example that it's time for me to write yet another one out of my life.
Then there is the guy from NY and I'm starting to realize he's just not that into me. This is a more complicated situation to read b/c his dog Zeus is very sick, Zeus is a 12 year old Rottweiler and he is just the sweetest dog, I love this dog. Unfortunately at 12 he's now to the point where this guy is having to struggle with the fact that he's most likely going to have to put him to sleep for good. So with all that plus work stuff I know that this guy has a lot on his mind. However, I also feel like after a conversation that he and I had about bad timing that he's probably just trying to let me down easy. Why else would he have been on Match unless he's actively looking to meet someone.
So all these thoughts are going through my head. The best part of this week is my last day at the current company is Thursday and I start a brand new opportunity on Monday!!
I started writing a long time ago. I write to get my thoughts out of my head. I write to remember. I write about everything and nothing in particular.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Jack Banner Moments
My puppy is the cutest thing. I just love him so much and I often look at him or think about him and appreciate just how much I love him. He's the best Valentines day present ever and I gave him to myself.
Yesterday he was running with the tennis ball in his mouth trying to bark at the same time. It made me laugh.
In the morning he sees himself in the mirror at the end of my hall and he barks, not realizing he barks at himself.
He likes to have a toy in his mouth that he brings to me wherever I'm at so that he can approach and then turn and run away wanting me to chase him.
He can jump which is bad b/c he tends to go for my bath & body work lip glosses that I love so much and he likes to chew them up. I try to keep them in my purse out of his reach but he can jump table height and if I'm not careful he gets them.
I love when he's really excited b/c his whole little rump moves with his tail and he wiggles all over andit's just too precious!
I spoil him and he's probably obnoxious but I just love him so much!!
Yesterday he was running with the tennis ball in his mouth trying to bark at the same time. It made me laugh.
In the morning he sees himself in the mirror at the end of my hall and he barks, not realizing he barks at himself.
He likes to have a toy in his mouth that he brings to me wherever I'm at so that he can approach and then turn and run away wanting me to chase him.
He can jump which is bad b/c he tends to go for my bath & body work lip glosses that I love so much and he likes to chew them up. I try to keep them in my purse out of his reach but he can jump table height and if I'm not careful he gets them.
I love when he's really excited b/c his whole little rump moves with his tail and he wiggles all over andit's just too precious!
I spoil him and he's probably obnoxious but I just love him so much!!
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