ask anyone who has dated me and they will tell you that I'm nearly impossible to date. i tend to act quickly and think about it later. i understand that you have to spend time with someone in order to really get to know them. it's so hard when you work a lot, and right now the person i'm seeing works a lot and spending time with each other is a challenge.
today I had a conversation with the current guy I'm seeing about taking our time and getting to know one another. i understand the point that was made but in the back of my mind i began to think this is really just him telling me that this is not going to work. this is really my cue to exit and run away because i'm just going to get hurt. i'm not good at relationships anyway so what makes me believe i can ever make this one work.
i have to factor in the circumstances, i'm home sick, i don't feel good, i'm overly emotional, i'm crying at the drop of a hat today. these factors are not conducive to rational thoughts. i'm hoping after a good nights sleep i'll have a better perspective in the morning.
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